What the enemy meant for evil, God meant it for my good. I am a true believer of All things working together for the good of those who love the Lord and who are called according to his purpose. Living the life of unexpectancies and not being exactly sure where you would end up has been my life story. Experiencing one tragedy after another, I kind of developed the mindset that God deserted me and not quite understanding why he allowed such devastating things happen to me as an innocent little girl. When you become accustom to being hurt you in turn develop the mindset of those that spitefully use and abuse you and you become a user and abuser yourself. As the result of all the hurt, pain, lies and deception, I learned that there was absolutely nothing that I could do that my Heavenly Father would not forgive me for. When I decided to forgive those that used and abused me, God forgave me. He also allowed grace and mercy to be bestowed upon me. God is a Redeemer!!!