Here you are in middle age. Good marriage. Great family. Loving and much loved. Successful, demanding career. Regular exercise, ?t, con? dent, strong identity. Great rapport and awareness. Feels good - doesn't it? Then ... one cold February morning: exercise routine - BANG - from nowhere. Massive pain. Diagnosis: life threatening illness, the UK's No.1 killer. And then, 38 year career, lifestyle, status, identity .. Gone! You enter a parallel, twilight world of no purpose, no identity, no control and further failing health. Bewilderment, demons and doubt are your new companions. Your mind and body don't like the shuddering halt to your former life and don't accept your new life. You pay for it and descend into a relentless, tormented downward spiral. It's your make or break moment. Can you ?ght back? How do you do that? How do you emerge from the mental fog brought about by multiple traumas? This book has some answers. A true and timely story for the 21st century. Could this ever be you?