If the great IAM can hear me, I send this sound out into the void, "I am sorry for this life I led." Maybe forgiveness is an option. Maybe it all happened exactly the way it was supposed to happen. All I know is that right now, the way that I feel, I do not know if my prayer can be heard, where ever it is that you are. So, Most High, I just want to tell you before you come looking for me, exactly....Why I can't Go to the Altar.What is your Altar? Can you go before it after leading the life you have led? What walk are you willing to take, to be able to bow your knee? Do you want to bow? Are you even capable of reaching outside of yourself? Before we seek what is out there, we must seek what is in us. Come sit with Selah as she looks or rather hears, through the eyes, mind and heart of people who simply want to go to the Altar. They want relief, a release from the pain. Come as we discuss the need for prayer and acceptance in organized religion.