Why Me God?

I would like to introduce myself as twice widowed, daughter, mother, grandmother, sister, cousin, sister-in-law, step parent, and friend, who celebrated her 86th birthday in December 2014.

In May 2013, I had a near-death experience. While in the hospital, I convinced myself that I was destined to write this autobiography. All of my life I have questioned "why me" as to God's plans for me from the time I was born to the present time. I keep wondering if this is the end of God's plan for me or is it all a fixation of my imagination.

I am a firm believer in God and try to live a Christian life. My mind is always joining with the question "why me." This question came to my mind strongly since the near death experience. I don't claim to be a writer and before this near- death experience, I never considered writing this book. Deep down in my inner self, I feel that this is what I'm supposed to do.

Being a strong believing and practicing Christian, I see where the whole world is slowly deviating from the life that is advocated in the Bible. It appears that each day there is more and more corruption. I suppose the devil is working overtime. It doesn't appear that the devil has to work very hard the way our society and world is going. It appears that everything that we should not do is all right in today's way of judgment.

I suppose that all of us wonder at one time or another, what our purpose is in life here on earth. The urge to write this book is very strong even though I don't understand why. Sometimes, just hearing about somebody's plain life experiences helps another person to get through tough times. I am just a plain person with deep spiritual feelings and belief in God. Hopefully, this book will gives someone something good with hope, love, and peace.