After the unexpected and amazing success of the autobiography "why you should listen to me" came the time and opportunity to go deeper in the same subject and into the life of the author, in order to reveal his real life's purpose, strategy of living and method of thinking. In this book he reveals the many difficulties that he has been facing in proving himself while dealing with his private life at the same time. It also offers an explanation related to the functioning of the human existence, life lessons that anyone can take to adapt to their own reality and a wider perspective about existence, explaining how his life connects with the life of others, from his enemies to the ones that have been helping and inspiring him. And, in this way, the content explains the meaning of conscious awakening and the path of spirituality, while describing why so many people are blind to the truth, including those that should be more responsible for it.