A collection of narrative poetry written over the last fifteen years. Begins with the dark period of my life before I met the woman I would eventually marry and spend almost ten years of my life with and goes into further detail about how everything fell apart. There are also seven short stories involving love, music, unemployment, suicide and cancer. The stories are usually dark and humorous. There is also a lot of sex taking place in this book. There's a bit of violence and a bit more drug use that takes place in college and years after. The collection ends with a short piece about my mother being diagnosed with cancer.