When the son of a highly prominent pastor Rick Warren, the author of best selling book, purpose driven life committed suicide in 2013 and seventeen months later as the world mourned the sudden unexpected death of the famous actor Robin williams who also followed the same full steps, the author once again was confronted with the meaning of one existence. Why do people commit suicide? In time of great sorrow, pain and despair, without hope, what is there left in life to cling to? Where can one go to find the light when everything seems getting darker and darker? Who would lead us and show us the way to go back in track? Who would give us the assurance that no matter how bad the circumstance is, that life still has meaning, Who would guarantee that all will ends well in the end as long as we don't give up and keep on trying? Where can we go to find peace amidst predicament and uncertainties?