It's odd, because I never even looked at other men when I was with Scott. This is so different...totally unexpected and unknown territory for me. I wish Scott would let go and move on. I just keep thinking, or maybe knowing, he is just waiting for me to come back to him. It scares me that he can't seem to move forward...and it hurts." I saw the expression on Mom's face. She had to be worried for him. She had been like a second mother to him over the years, along with MeMe. "Mom, what are you thinking? I know he was just as much a part of all of our lives and I assumed that it would always be that way. It is like a death in many ways...except that the person is still here. It makes my heart stop when I see him, to be honest." "Ella, I can't advise you, because I haven't been in your place. I like seeing you happy and I like you doing things other than just the job. You are 'the whole package' and you have the ability to do many things with your life.