The book came about because I couldn't verbalize my feelings. I could not cry. Can you believe that for the 4 1/2 years I served prison time, I could not cry? The book is about my mental illness, Bipolar Disease, the sexuality associated with bipolar, sex in general and God. It is about my relationship with God. It is my autobiography and more. While writing this book, I cry and laugh at times. I hope that you will also laugh and cry with me. Peace and Love