This is the third book in the series following "Mercy, Lord, Mercy" and "Into the Pink Hole". After painting for fifty years, what I needed to say that way had been said, and I turned to music (dance not being available of adults where I live.) Now writing has surfaced in my life, and I write in the hopes that what I say will help someone else learn from my experience with therapy and the help of God. Since I am challenged by schizophrenia (paranoid variety), anorexia nervosa, a broken heart, and every trauma known to woman.