Now in paperback: The internationally bestselling memoir hailed as unforgettable ("Publishers Weekly") and a stunning memoir of cultural trauma and personal identity ("Booklist"). At age 38, Jennifer Teege happened to pluck a library book from the shelf and discovered a horrifying fact: Her grandfather was Amon Goeth, the vicious Nazi commandant depicted in "Schindler s List." Reviled as the butcher of P aszow, Goeth was executed in 1946. The more Teege learned about him, the more certain she became: If her grandfather had met her a black woman he would have killed her. Teege s discovery sends her into a severe depression and fills her with questions: Why did her birth mother withhold this chilling secret? How could her grandmother have loved a mass murderer? "Can evil be inherited?" Teege s story is cowritten by Nikola Sellmair, who also adds historical context and insight from Teege s family and friends, in an interwoven narrative. Ultimately, Teege s search for the truth leads her, step by step, to the possibility of her own liberation. "