This is Jessica's story. It's the story of an unforeseen battle that few know about, the greatest tragedy to befall any mother. Jessica Varian, who at the time was recently born again, lost her son. Although it reads as a novel, but this is a real life thriller! These pages of Jessica's life are absolutely true. In this book Jessica takes readers down a dark path, through three nations. It's a journey into the mind of a frantic mother who was faced with the unimaginable that shook her faith to the core--the loss of her first-born son Jorge to drugs, to homosexuality and finally, to SUICIDE in 2011. But that is not the end of Jessica's story. She tells another story as well, the extraordinary story of how God's light broke through and overcame darkness. This is a story of hope, and it is unlike anything you have ever read.