This is a true story about the physiological hurdles that followed me through my journey in life and how the abuse from an Uncle that took advantage of the family inner circle changed my life. How I met the challenges I encountered after the abuse stopped and survived strong suicidal thoughts. I tell how I found out that thinking tomorrow will be better without dealing with my past prolonged my recovery. The most important find in my journey was finding answers to the question about my own mind and why I needed to deal with my past to be able to live for today. I go into detail how my suicidal thoughts began for the conflicts within my own mind and how I got answers to resolve the conflicts and move on. The connection I find between the most important thing my uncle stole from me and how it created my many challenges is what saved me and made me stronger.

I published this to help others survive suicidal thoughts.