Author and Spiritual Channel, Stephanie Lodge, shares her innermost thoughts from a transformational period of her life, when love was the ink within her pen that streamed through poem after poem, in an attempt to make sense of a very personal journey. Witness the inner thoughts of a spiritual channel, as she works through her first love relationships, the tragic deaths of her childhood friends, the divorce of her parents, the struggles with being a tall and shy energetically sensitive young woman, and even more personal yet empowering topics that are at times even erotic in nature. Through this book you'll discover how the energy of words release emotions so raw at times they seem to bleed off the page, like the scars of ink left behind by a tattoo needle. It is these marks that leave a permanent reminder upon our hearts, and most importantly our souls. Writing in channel was the method Stephanie used to find healing so that she could rise again, like the Phoenix, into a new spiritual truth for herself. These are her soul scars, left unedited, exactly as she found them almost twenty years later. Illustrating not only her personal journey, but a unique perspective on the evolution of a writer and a woman searching for the sacred feminine within.