"A proper mind-blowing page-turner" - ELIZABETH HAYNES (Into The Darkest Corner)
Eva can save herself and her unborn child ... by shooting the love of her life.
Could you?
Will she?
It's time to find out.
What readers are saying about WHEN HE'S NOT HERE:


"Just when you think you've got it all figured out...wow I totally didn't see that coming. A fantastic debut novel, I can't wait for the next one " ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐


"Utterly enthralling One of the best suspense/thriller books I have ever listened to. Probably Emilia Fox's best narration " ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐


"Fantastic Story Loved this book. Such an original idea and so well written. Strong interesting characters weaved so well into the story. It's also very well narrated and I can't wait for the next book by this author. A fantastic debut novel " ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐


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Eva's killed Jack.
A catastrophic mistake that's destroyed her career.
Only Eva doesn't make mistakes; she's a pathological perfectionist.
Something happened that morning, something she can't remember.


By day, she's tormented by tremors, nosebleeds and blackouts.
By night, her violent dreams leave her shaken.
They should.
They hold a devastating secret.


With the help of enigmatic psychologist, Saeed Sharif, Eva delves into her dreams.
Only to discover that her reality is far more terrifying.


She's holding a gun.
She has six seconds.
She can save herself and her unborn child ... by shooting the love of her life.
Could you?
Will she?
It's time to find out.
The gripping DEBUT psychological thriller of 2020 with a jaw-dropping twist.
For fans of Behind Her Eyes, Before I Go To Sleep and Gone Girl.
Audiobook narrated by the star of stage and screen EMILIA FOX.