Has your need to give your loved one what she needs to be happy been so powerful that it drove you to an obsession that consumed every fiber of your being? It affected your daily living, your emotional state, and your faith. To see the pain in her eyes possesses your heart in such a way as to do whatever it takes to give her peace and show her love, making her dreams come true. The easiest thing for most people to achieve is becoming parents. The miracle is so often taken for granted; those that have no problem with fertility don't know the pain and stigma that is carried with those who are reproductively challenged. I took a journey that eventually made me bitter, depressed, angry, arrogant, and alone. I prayed prayers that were not answered, until I received messages from God that strengthened my faith.